1. |
I'm Lost
02:57
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This shadow inside defeats me but that's ok
As always my mind misleads me and that's ok
The reason I hide escapes me but that's ok
The truth that I find reshapes me and that's ok
I'm lost
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2. |
I Don't Deserve It
06:01
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I need a little help but I don't deserve it
I need another chance but I don't deserve it
'Cause I'm not as worthy as you think I am
And I'm not really a good man
Everything I have - I don't deserve it
All the love I get - I don't deserve it
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3. |
The Imposter
03:35
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I want to hide
I want to escape
No one knows I'm faking it
Please help me
See through me
Expose me
Take me down
There is no one waiting for me
There is nothing inside of me
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4. |
I Should Not Exist
02:34
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I should not exist
I should be removed
I don't love myself
And that's why no one loves me
No matter what you say to me
I'll only hear the bad side
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5. |
Surrender
02:26
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Nothing can save me now
And I wasn't worth you
I can't continue
I will surrender
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6. |
I Am An Evil Person
03:38
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You are the devil
You are so insincere
You should be punished
And just disappear
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7. |
No Redemption
07:01
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Something is stirring just below the surface
I have been breaking for such a long time
Why did this happen again?
But I will not falter
And I will not fail to hate myself
And you were the one
But you never wanted me
And I have no right to redemption
This heavy shadow drowns me everywhere
I cannot speak that doesn't matter
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8. |
It Has No Use
02:01
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9. |
I Should Be Removed
01:51
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I should not exist
I should be removed
I don't like myself
And that's why no one likes me
No matter what you say to me
I'll only hear the bad side
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10. |
Whitewashed
07:11
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Nothing is ever changing
I fear this weight just behind my neck
The boundaries are fake
I'm slipping forwards never coming back
And I will never be enough for anyone
I put the scales on my eyes
This mask is not my real face
I don't remember what it looks like
Leverage
A different face not a different person
I have nothing to offer you
I have nothing to offer
I will not erase
Leaving streaks of emptiness
Like marks on a blackened body
I will drown out in the noise
Whitewashed
This face is not the face I feel I should have
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11. |
Still Lost
04:23
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I'm lost
I'm not really a good man
I want to hide
That's why no one loves me
I will surrender
And just disappear
That doesn't matter
I should be removed
I have nothing to offer
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No Hope Amsterdam, Netherlands
No Hope is a solo project by the guitarist of Ennui/drummer of Parastroyed - a way of dealing with years of depression and self-loathing by wallowing in it's most intense manifestations.
No Hope recommends:
Great experimental industrial rock album
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Very nice '80s style postpunk/new-wave band (think The Cure, Sisters of Mercy, Joy Division)
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Live in the Middle of Nowhere
by Giles Corey
My main inspiration for this album. Beautiful depressed acoustic music
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An easy-to-love combination of emo and jangle pop, the first full album from Spirit Night in eight years feels bathed in a golden glow.
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Music for Concerned Citizens (album)
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Cool Runnings
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featured on Bandcamp Radio Apr 29, 2014
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